Well, I’m back. Not that anyone else is around, so.
Fuck.
The apartment was as empty as it usually was minus the several hours per week her aunt was actually in and without some random ass guy but it felt emptier than usual. Fitz hadn’t been around lately and Bianca wasn’t sure what the hell was going on with him or Owen. Owen had surprised her earlier…
It wasn’t that Fitz didn’t care about Bianca or that he didn’t want to make sure she was alright. He did. He really did. But he was hardly over everything with Katie and now he had to deal with the idea that he’d nearly lost his best friend; his sister, really. Because Bianca was the closest thing he had to one. Fitz lifted his hand to linger by the doorknob a couple times, only to step back and shake his head, squeezing his eyes shut. He let out a long breath, swallowing hard and finally walking inside silently.
Fitz cringed at her remark, eyes trained on the floor. He had it in his mind that maybe if he didn’t see her all hurt and upset, that it wouldn’t be real. That she didn’t get stabbed at his second home and she was totally fine. But that wasn’t the case. Fitz cleared his throat, sparing a fleeting glance up at her before walking forward and sitting on the coffee table, facing her. He took a deep breath, biting his lip hard. “I-I should’ve..” his voice trailed off. He felt pathetic. Fitz was a grown man, he shouldn’t have felt like this. He should be able to admit he was wrong for not visiting. “I’m sorry. I should’ve come to see you. I just. You shouldn’t have gotten hurt. You don’t deserve it.. I don’t know what I would’ve done..” Fitz clenched his jaw, looking down and sighing heavily. “Are you okay..?” He swallowed hard, finally looking up at her.
I don’t even care if we’re together, Katie. That’s not what this is about. It’s the fact that nobody even knew we talked, never mind anything else. Do you know how the fuck it makes me feel to think that I’m not even good enough to be acknowledged? I was unaware that wanting to be…
I get it. I’ll back off.
I don’t even care if we’re together, Katie. That’s not what this is about. It’s the fact that nobody even knew we talked, never mind anything else. Do you know how the fuck it makes me feel to think that I’m not even good enough to be acknowledged? I was unaware that wanting to be…
I get it. I’ll back off.
I don’t fucking care if anyone knows we had sex. I’m just not going to be your fucking dirty little secret because you’re not ready to come out about being into the town outcast. I’m sorry my social standing is inconvenient to you. I said I wasn’t going anywhere and I’m not, but I’m…
I don’t even care if we’re together, Katie. That’s not what this is about. It’s the fact that nobody even knew we talked, never mind anything else. Do you know how the fuck it makes me feel to think that I’m not even good enough to be acknowledged? I was unaware that wanting to be known about at all was being clingy. Whatever. You’ve got your wish.
10. Missed the school bus?
Nah, never took the bus.
25. Made fun of someone for being fat?
Fuck that noise. I’m not that low.
55. Been in a car accident?
Yeah, with my dad.
69. Had oral sex?
Duh.
Torres, fuck off. Tonight is the last night you want to start shit. It wouldn’t be the first time I beat the shit out of you. Fuck off.
Yeah yeah, we get it. Tonight sucks for you. Every other night too apparently.
I’m not scared of you, last time I asked you to beat me up.
Whatever, sorry for thinking you were a good friend for a second there.
I’m fucking going, okay? I said I’d go and I’ll go. Back off.